Even in the midst of trials and nightmarish circumstances, God's peace is overwhelming. The one and only feeling I always want to feel 24/7 is God's peace. God's peace reminds me that God is sovereign...God's sovereignty reminds me that I don't have to worry.
The last month has been surreal. Despite everything I have gone through over the last seven years, God's peace trumps all of the sadness, despair, longing, and anger. I have my moments but the peace that passes all understanding seriously guards my heart and my mind. God is good.
I have found myself able to very civil, accommodating and actually nice to M. Genuinely. Only God could do that.
Just a little bit of my "feelings" now...