Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Every hour on the hour...

I have had an okay day.  I sent myself "appointments" with positive comments, verses and reasons to remind me why I have made the decisions I have made.  The reminders popped up every hour on the hour.  This helped me stay focused most of the day.

Now onto another day of trying to stay focused.  The holiday season is my favorite time of year...and the time of year I hate the most.  I have never felt more alone than I do right now...and I know the holiday nostalgia and the "no husband, wife, kiddo" dynamic will be more difficult than I really want to deal with. 

Going to go to sleep now.  My last reminder of the day is "sleep in perfect peace"...

1 comment:

nikki rainey said...

Lisa, You are an amazing person with an amazing spirit and I cannot see you approaching this in anyother fashion. Your career and D are the most important. Your so strong, you are great mother. d will be forever benifiting from you.