My sweet D has his first round of ear infections. He has been a miserable little guy since Friday of last week. He has just broken my heart! I thought he was getting better today but he came home and was just fussy and pitiful. Pray that he gets over it SOON! (BTW, he gave it to mommy...my throat is killing me).
He is growing up SO fast. Just this week he has just really turned into a little boy. I just can't get over it. I think about when he gets into another stage (such as crawling, walking, talking, etc) and it makes me miss his newborn stage, etc and I think I will never like his "next" stage as much as I like his past or current stage...does that make sense? Well, I adore each stage MORE than the one before. I do miss his newborn stage. He would just snuggle with me all day during my maternity leave. We just had mommy and D time all day long for three months.
Now he is just Mr. Independent!! He plays on his own. He says "Mumma", "Dada", "NanNa". He claps and grins and is just my little man.
The boys and D get along so well. Zach loves to lick his feet...that is the only way Z will get close to D. D gets a little excited and grabs ears or tails. Tobey is the only one who will just sit there and take it. I am trying to teach D to "be EASY with the puppies". It is so cute though because Z will walk in the room and D will just smile!!! I haven't really mentioned Dexter. Dexter could really care less. He walks by him and is like "humph, I don't know what all the fuss is about"...
Life is truly different for me now. I am trying to get settled and it is so weird to be here by myself. I know I am doing the right thing but never would I have thought I would be here. I wish I could pour my heart out on this page but that would not be fair or be of the best interest of my family right now. I just ask that you pray for me for guidance and revelation and pray for D that he will be well rounded and know how much he is loved by both me and by his dad. I don't know where M and I stand. So pray that we will both be at peace at what happens. I am in the driver's seat and it stinks. I know I made the right decision but it is still very hard.