Even though I hold my little miracle each day, I have let myself forget God's miracle working power. D is my little man, my little miracle. God fulfilled my desire to have a baby and to have an AMAZING one at that!
It's funny when you have one amazing moment/moments in life (i.e., having D) all your other circumstances (bad ones, life in general) creep up on you and threaten to choke out that one amazing thing. I have focused all of my attention on my miracle with D and didn't apply that same thought process to all of the other areas that needed some major attention.
I sowed some seeds this weekend and I am believing for a miracle this week with many things. Only God can move in these situations and I believe He can do it...I am SCARED to put my faith in Him (which is ridiculous) but I am...and I am going to.
Please pray for me...sorry so vague...but God knows my needs so just pray for "Lisa" and He knows what I need. I had a friend reach out to me today and just really ministered to me VERY specifically. I want to sing the "Twilight Zone" theme song but I know God divinely had her email me. Thank you, you know who you are.
I believe that is only the beginning. I have a feeling this week is going to be a tough one...and trying and challenging one...I am believing God will provide.
I give thanks to Him who is sovereign...Thank you, Lord.