I have stuff to do...decisions to make...it's time.
I have lived in a SWEET little bubble the last two months. I wouldn't trade it for the world though. D is worth every minute spent doing NOTHING...my nothing consists of holding and loving and kissing this sweet little guy.
The decision has been made to put the house up for sale. We are going to be moving back towards my parents. I had a change in the person who is keeping D yesterday but God already provided another person who agreed to keep him. Things just work out. This person is my sweet cousin, J. She lives about 5 minutes away from where we will live. It is really just an ideal situation.
I have to start on the house so it will be ready next week. If I can just get that done while mom is off work (so she can keep D) then I will be good to go. So much to do...
It is hard being about an hour away from family. There is no family where we live and I want D to know his family. I have always been independent and somewhat adventurous but I want some roots and I want D to know and be known by his family. Perfect timing. D comes first now and knowing he will be spoiled absolutely rotten by J and be taken care of 100% makes my heart not explode with anxiety.
So with that said, I'm off to make some lists so I will know what to do...lol.