Tuesday, December 14, 2010

It's amazing...

D is getting so big. Just a few days ago I put him in 3 month clothes and they were still a little big...yesterday and today he is filling them out! The pj's he has on now are snug!!!! He is growing up right before my eyes. Makes me sad. Makes me sad that he is outgrowing his newborn stage but I think I love this next stage too...he is just amazing.

I have my 6 week appointment on Thursday. I have a lot to talk to the doctor about. I don't expect to get pregnant on my own but I would love to have another. Unless we have another miracle with financial help...fertility treatments are out of the question. My endo has been growing back pretty fast (last time it was 10 months from surgery to visible endo on the screen). I don't want to go on birth control because that completely takes the getting pregnant chance out of the equation. Anyway...we will see what the doc says.

My maternity leave is halfway over. I can't believe this special time is almost up. It makes me so sad. I have enjoyed every minute of it. The holidays will make the rest of my time fly by. :(. I go back January 27. I think I have someone to keep D whole I'm working. Logistically it will be a challenge for me but D will be closer to both sides of the family in case of emergency or I need someone to pick him up. Or it might work out if we decide to move back that way. Matt has been working alot and we've not seen each other or even had the chance to talk about a plan of moving or what. Good grief we have a lot to talk about. Wish we had the time!!!

If it works out between us and our friend that can keep him...well I know D would be in awesome hands. It gives me such peace to know he would have undivided attention and would be loved loved loved!!!

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