There are so many emotions running through my mind. I just can't wrap my mind around it.
I have officially started nesting. I think it is more of my procrastination panic adrenaline mode going on. It is almost one and I have done all my body can physically do but my mind won't shut off.
The dogs sense something is majorly amiss and they will not leave my side. Especially Zach.
I cannot grasp what my body will go through tomorrow. I really don't want to think about the watermelon that is going to be pushed through a tiny hole. I'm ready to see him so I hope that means my body will be ready too.
I asked my mom to bring her laptop up to the hospital tomorrow so I can blog from there. I'm anticipating a long day and hopefully I will be somewhat pain free. I do have a story to tell about my OB clinic calling me at 4:30 pm asking me to reschedule my induction. Yea, they certainly did call me and ask me if I had made big plans for today...I wanted to say nah I just figured I'd show up with a pair of underwear and not plan anything. Anyway, I'll explain later.
It is the 4th of November. I will have Dawson today and my world will be forever different. So many emotions are inside me. He is moving around as a type. I will miss him squirming inside me.
Please pray for a fast and easy delivery. I will post a bunch of pictures and details as soon as I can!! Thank you for being on this journey. I will feel everyone's love and presence in the delivery room. I love you all!