Wednesday, November 03, 2010

30 hours from now.

In about 30 hours Matt and I will leave our house for the last time as a family of two. It still hasn't registered in my mind that we will be holding our miracle on Thursday. He will literally be in our arms and I will be able to kiss him and love him and breathe in his little baby smell!

I still think about our long infertilty journey all the time and how we were blessed. I don't know why we were chosen to have this little guy but I know God has a special plan for him. I am beyond blessed and will never take it for granted. Never.

I haven't let myself go to the actual birth process yet. I'm afraid he is going to be a big big baby and I just don't want difficulty having him. I know I have a huge support system and with being almost 35 and having my first kid, I know I have a very large group of women who can help me through the questions.

I'm rambling now so I will sign off for now. I will type more tomorrow and put my last thoughts down before my life changes forever.

3 comments:

AY said...

Congrats Family of Two your dreams are about to come true!
Good luck tomorrow! You'll do fine

Amber said...

Good luck tomorrow! Thinking of you and your family. Can't wait to hear when Dawson gets here!

Amy said...

I've been reading your blog for a while, not really sure how I found you. I just want to give some encouragement and blessing in your day for tomorrow. I think your son is loved so much already and he is so lucky. Congratulations and Good Luck!