364 days ago I was cautiously optimistic and celebrating our nine week mark of pregnancy...little did I know that early the next morning before my September 1st doctor's appointment I would be spotting and then a few hours later hear the words that my baby was gone.
It still makes my heart ache thinking back. The devastation. I remember sitting in my car just numb. September 1st was a life changing day for me. Makes me nervous that I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow...I know it shouldn't but it does.
I know we have Dawson now...he seems to be doing just fine...and I am forever grateful. However, I will never forget the first little one I had growing inside me. Never. Being pregnant helps the heart ache...but the heart ache is still there nonetheless.