I don't care...boy or girl. And, I STILL feel like I don't want to know! That is CRAZY of me! I know! Every part of this pregnancy even the conception has been planned. I knew the day I ovulated...conceived...and knew I could possibly be pregnant through the whole process. There have been no surprises.
And, the waiting...the waiting to find out betas and to find out if it was a viable pregnancy...all of that had an outcome of GOOD or BAD. This "waiting" to find out what the baby is has a GOOD/GOOD outcome. Boy or girl...who cares?
The decision has been made. Everyone around me in my family HAS to know. Matt said he was not NOT going to find out. So...I guess we will find out. It will be great to say Dawson or Malia...it will be great to pick out appropriate clothing...nursery...etc.
I am excited about Thursday....but not necessarily about finding out gender...just to see the little one again on the screen...that is excitement enough!
Also, my friends', Pam and Laney ,have scheduled my first baby shower. I think I will have three maybe four showers. The date is September 25th! I can't believe we have a shower booked. In the following weeks we will definitely go register for baby stuff :-) It will be fun.
Also, I DON'T want to assume and send any shower invites to anyone who doesn't want one...however, if you WANT a shower invitation, please email me your name and address at firstname.lastname@example.org. I have had several people ask to be invited that have read our blog...and I don't want to leave anyone out! Baby Brown has been prayed for by hundreds of people even before he/she was even conceived and many people want to be a part...I totally understand! So, email me if you want an invite!!!