I guess my third post in one day shows that I have gone through some withdrawals! I am 13 weeks today. I think I have gotten a little energy back. I haven't felt the "pass out I am so tired" exhaustion as much as I had a few weeks ago. I still can't regulate my eating habits. It is so weird that I get sick at my stomach if there isn't anything in it. And, NOTHING sounds good. I don't WANT to eat but I HAVE to or I get sick!
Tonight is my first night in 10 straight weeks without a shot or a pill (besides my prenatal). I am officially released from progesterone; however, the pills really knock me on my butt so I will miss getting the very hard sleep I have gotten the last few weeks.
OK, rotten peanut butter. I have the nose of a blood hound. I smell things from miles away (lol). EVERYTHING smells like rotten peanut butter. I smell it at my office...my car...my house...I guess the common denominator is me...but I know I don't smell like rotten peanut butter. Someone messaged me and said they could smell their own boogers sooooo...maybe that's it?
I have TMJ and I have known for several months (since like July of last year) that I have been grinding my teeth. My dogs got my mouth piece or something happened to it so I haven't been wearing it. Do you think I might have been under some stress in the last year? Anyway, one of my front bottom teeth has cracked off twice...so I scheduled an appointment with my dentist. I have porcelain fillings all throughout my teeth. Anyway, I have been grinding my teeth so much that I have cracked my fillings on my back two bottom molars and I have to get CROWNS! I am too young for crowns!
I have also been very moody. Poor Matt. I have been so hungry for something or anything but I don't want anything - well it has driven him crazy. I texted him tonight and here's how the convo went:
Matt: R u ok?
Lisa: I'm hungry
Matt: U r
Lisa: Yes but I don't know what I want. What do u want?
Lisa: Help me
Matt: I would but I'm not pregnant, so I don't know what tastes good for u.
Lisa: Name Stuff
Matt: How bout u visualize me doing that, that way I don't have to txt all those restaurants.
Matt: I will get the phone book and start txting 90 food places if u want me to baby
So, I went to sonic. I love the "How bout u visualize me doing that"...lol...WHATEVER! ha.