I am terrified. I am excited. I am nervous. All wrapped in one.
I would appreciate your continued prayers throughout tonight and into tomorrow. Specifically for whatever is in my tummy to be happy, healthy and progressing perfectly. I want tomorrow to be cut and dry. No situations like...well, there are two but only one is progressing...or one doesn't have enough fluid in the amniotic sac. I need and pray for perfectly looking baby/babies. I would be content to have one, two or three. Just make them all perfect. And, I do not need my fertility/infertility roller coaster to drop 50 stories! I do not like free fall. I despise it. I need need need continued good news tomorrow.
Lauren called me from AFG and got me some Zofran. She is my new best friend :-) Thank you, Lauren, and thank you, Tracy, for telling me to call Lauren...however, Lauren called me out of the blue! I was not full blown sick today just really on the fence....but I took a Zofran and I felt 100% better in like 15 minutes! Yay!
I will post as soon as I can tomorrow. Matt is going with me. His reactions have been cracking me up. I almost didn't tell him my hcg #s because he would freak. He told me that he didn't sign the consent form to put anymore than one in me. HA! And, then he said yesterday..."if there are three...you can deliver one and the doctor will have to put the other two back in". HA!
So, please pray for peace tonight and that I don't cry before they do the ultrasound. I really think I may. I just want a healthy baby...I don't want the rug to be jerked out from underneath me...and I am scared that it will be.