I go in tomorrow to find out. Yes, March 3. I cannot believe it is already here and somehow, strangely enough, I wish I had more time.
I will go in sometime between 7:30 - 8:30 for bloodwork. They usually call before 3 pm. It is 2:49 pm now...so 24 hours from now, I will probably know the direction my life will take.
I am trying to stay positive which is extremely difficult for me. I have been having flashes of possible outcomes. It is making my head spin.
I am afraid to admit that I could possibly be pregnant. I have had a few symptoms (big, sore boobs, some gagging, some tiredness)...but I can't say for sure that I feel I am because the meds that I am on could be the cause of them too.
So, my heart is already pounding. I can think of nothing else but the impending decision...to have a biological baby or not, that is the question.