Some thoughts running through my head are:
- If I could run far, far away, I would do it in a heartbeat.
- If I could postpone this whole cycle, I would. (but, I am backed against the wall...timing...finances...everything)
- Why do it because it isn't going to work.
I am not mentally prepared. I haven't reached the pissed off stage again where I am mad that I have to go to all these lengths to get pregnant...I am sure it is coming though.
My appointment is at 9 am this morning. I hope to have an all clear. If not, and the cyst is still there, then we will have to aspirate it...don't really know when that will be...today, tomorrow?
If you read this will you pray that my nerves calm down and my body and my mind chills out? If all is well, then we start shots on Saturday.