I think my emotions are coming to a head. I haven't stopped crying since about 1 pm. An emotional break maybe? Reality, I believe, is settling in. A lot of moments I am just going through my day like normal and the thought that I lost the baby and this last round didn't work crosses my mind and then it just feels like someone did a seat drop on my chest. Numbing.
I am struggling right now and life is just not turning out the way I thought and hoped it would. Guess I am having a pretty good pity party right now. Pity party of one...cause I am not inviting anyone. I guess this post is a semi-invitation...please decline the invite.
I've tried to summon all my energy to figure out what to post for the last few days. Nothing comes to mind. Blank. Zip. Zero. Nadda...nothing comes to mind.