I am heartbroken to say that the doctor could not find a heartbeat today. The baby was only measuring 7 weeks 1 day...I am supposed to be 9 weeks 1 day.
I am overwhelmed with emotion right now and my heart is raw. I have peace that God knows what He is doing; however, it doesn't mean the pain isn't devastating.
I am waiting on a call from the doc to schedule a DNC. We may beat him to the punch because I am spotting pretty heavily now.
His thoughts are higher than mine. There is a bigger purpose for this little one. It doesn't mean I am not completely heartbroken though.
Little one is at peace and is safely with his creator...he is in much better hands than what I could have given him but I would have loved to have tried...