I am so glad it is Friday. Matt has gone to a national church softball tournament and I am here by myself. I am just piled up in bed playing Farmtown and watching TV.
It is so funny/scary how my emotions are up and down. I was on cloud 10 the day I found out we were pregnant...I was down in the pit 5 days later when my levels were not going up properly...I was on cloud 15 when we got great results on Monday and now the nerves are kicking in again and I am worried about Tuesday.
I had a dream a few nights ago that was so vividly real. Matt and I had gone to the doctor and there was nothing there...just a blob and no heart beat. Ugh. I woke up and was so upset. I am anxiously waiting for Tuesday...I will feel so much better when we see that little squirrel like thing :-) and a hear a heartbeat.